Thaddeus,

I'll send you one in private message as soon as I unpack my Book. (We just bought a house and moved in.) In the meantime, it would help to meditate with a white or pink candle, and picture yourself in a better situation. Positive thinking is the best cure that there is. Also, if you're depressed, it's not a bad idea to mention it to your doctor. Lots of us can use a little chemical help over rough spots. Life can be quite stressful, especially if it feels like you're all alone and you've hit a place where things aren't going very well.

I hope things get better for you quickly. I know what it's like to feel like things are going from bad to worse.

Domina